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Big Brain Dump/Ramble

It’s a long one that was written hastily late last night.

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“Do any alters also do theatre?” Therapists seem to like to try to turn every conversation to DID.  That annoys me, but I’m not going to get into that right now. Yes, I have 2 alters that I know of … Continue reading

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For those of you who have come to visit this blog from my Instagram, welcome! Mental Health Awareness Month has come to an end, and I feel like I simultaneously said too much and too little. How do you condense … Continue reading

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A common theme is emerging. Therapist: Because you’re depressed. Me: I’m not depressed.  This doesn’t feel like how depression used to feel all the other times.  I just feel nothing.  And remember we discussed how an alter took all extreme … Continue reading

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Snippet

I very rarely hear my alters.  Even if I do, it’s usually so quick that I can’t decipher what’s been said.  Sometimes I catch what they’re saying.  But usually it’s a kind of static silence. So imagine my surprise when, … Continue reading

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It’s very difficult to focus on mental health when physical illness is such a distraction. When your world constantly tilts, swirls, or feels like you’re on a boat, it’s hard to devote as much time to introspection. So for 45-50 … Continue reading

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Sorting

Yesterday we were sorting through boxes in the basement to decide what will be shipped down to the new house (not moving there permanently for 4 years yet, but settle on the house next month). My mother warned, “Sometimes, remember, … Continue reading

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